I feel broken and shitty and angry and like everything’s going wrong but I don’t know what. I feel ugly and gross and fat and like I want to die. I want to leave and never ever come back, ever.
And I don’t even know why, that’s the worst thing. I had a bad day and everything, but I guess I’ve kind of come to terms with the fact that everyone just leaves.
My Own Little Secret 
Don’t be sad 😦
That made me smile 🙂
Keep smiling 😀
Look for all the things that make you smile, whether its just an old toy or something.
Things do get easier, i promise.
And sometimes, when you feel your saddest is when youre your most creative 😀 and you get the chance to discover something new and lovely about yourself.
I love reading your blog. Theres so much i can relate too.