Getting Drunk

So apparently I’m getting drunk with my friend Gabbi next week.. I’m quite nervous because the last time I drank I passed out and was almost paralytic.. I’m going to do it – but how do I know that I’ve reached my limit? Aghhh, well I’m getting drunk on Friday as well so hopefully I’ll find out then. I know this is a shallow post, but maybe drinking will make me feel better or at least make me happy for a while.

What’s that? I’m drinking my troubles? Yes, I know I am. I would have judged myself for that, but lately it’s gotten to the point where I don’t give a fuck.

I just want to feel happy again. If that means getting intoxicated, then so be it.